Oct. 4th 2009

Hello, this would be my first post to this blog.

I understand that naming something for the enitre year of 2009 is a bit late to do, but realizing a year is the worst ever is something done in retrospect.

So, I wanted to basically use this blog as an outlet for my year-long frustrations. I suppose much of these initial blogs would be recapping nine months of this year. Also, please don't think of me and these postings as that of a whiny girl that should just suck it up. I do face these challenges as an adult but I need some way to vent these events on my mind. Even if no one reads this and it's my own online diary. Also, I am in no way undermining anyone else's life saying "Mine is worse than yours."

This year was filled with a lot of sucky times for me. Just to give you a taste, my dog died, then my grandfather died and all the while my mom's illness got a lot worse.
So with that, on with the bloggings!